Emotionally Risky

, Damaging, maybe .These are some thoughts that come to mind. I am very upfront and will almost always lay down the rules right from the start. Sometimes people tend to be so caught up in the moment , they shake thier greedy heads and dive in head first. So it’s comes as no surprise when suddenly the bottom has smacked them with a dose stupidity. I bet most of you know where I’m going with this. And for those of you that don’t, this would be a good time to listen up. It wasn’t long before the chemistry I felt for him was sizzling, he was everything a man should be, a great listener, strong, charismatic, handsome, powerful, gentle, wise, empathetic, a leader. My life had been cruel and had multiple layers of deep psychological problems, and of course, was extremely passive aggression. Shame and regret invaded my soul, leaving emotionally crippled. I as ripe for over achievement, for isolation, for rescuing, for depression, for martyrdom, ripe for a series of narcisstic, immature, ungiving, passive-aggressive men of my own.