Hanging on to yesterday leaves my eyes clouded with tears. Re-living over and over , what have I done, and what I could have changed. Watching my mistakes play themselves over and over . Yesterday is a bitch of a thing to have deal with daily . So you don’t ! Some just push this aside , red painted smiles cover dark lined lips that was once fresh with promise of a kiss that was everlasting. Some drink for courage that they never really had. Other dip into a dark world of drugs, believing that the lights are suddenly brighter. Most surrender and move on with families filled with love memories and grace. They too wonder about yesterday. Make no mistake about it, while great things have happened yesterday that we would not change , such as the look of your baby daughters tiny fingers reaching out to yours. The kiss that was so endearing it took your breath away and finally lead you into the worst relationship in your life , the surprise of a greatness you feel when your hear “grandma”for the very first time . Yesterday fills the mind with the question of “what if”. But what if you had no tomorrow? Yesterday starts looking pretty good and so does the thought of tomorrow.